It hurts.

Never did I think you would be basking in lies to me. You really make me feel insecure, and like your own piece of trash who you consider the one you get ass from. Really.. It's a horrible feeling. I really don't know if I can handle your past. It haunts me. Especially when I find out things you've lied to me about.

I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. I'm so sick to my stomach. I don't know what to do or say.